After a bit of period of self-teasing and self-denial, and a case of blue balls that had me taking motrin to try to get to bed, I finally got a release from Mistress. Thank you! I have proceeded to empty myself 4 times already, and have enjoyed everyone of them!
Back to a bit of the self-teasing and denial: I got bored and tried to see what I could do to myself by downloading some porn (of various formats). I gave myself a small case of blue balls. When I took a shower, I was constantly touching myself. I couldn’t help it. I didn’t cum, but I would get to the edge quite a few times. It was like scratching an itch — a bit of relief from the pressure, but the comfort was temporary because every time I would do it, the pressure built and built. And I would do it again for that momentary peace and suffer after with an even worse tightness in my loins. It was a bit crazy. However the worst was when watching porn, not that seeing sex or breasts didn’t turn me on, but it was seeing other guys cum that really hurt. It hurt my testicles. Seeing other guys freely release their load (on a hot girl no less 
) drove home the fact that I couldn’t cum, I couldn’t relieve the tightness in my balls and that I had to suffer till I got permission to empty my balls. But then I got permission to shoot, and felt like a man again after that first load.
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