Second day.
One of the problems with being a web-developer/webmaster who works at home is the constant access to certain information (ie: porn). It is so easy to switch from the work window to another window. Normally this isn’t a problem because I could just let myself slide into a little jack off session to relieve some stress (waste some time, etc), but now I’m being serious about this restraint thing — well, it is a whole lot less fun to look at a porn or tease/denial talkies when I keep my pants zippered up. At first I thought it would be neat to see if I could resist the temptation, but after reading some of my favorite talkies and watching some fresh porn –now I have blue balls, which when you’ve been draining yourself quite regularly before, is a relatively new and unwanted thing. Now the only thing I can think about is going to town on myself and getting rid of this pressure — But I wont, and definitely not on the first week. Instead, I busted out some sudoku to try and free my mind a bit.
Second email from Mistress Katrina, and again I get instantly hard reading it. Amazing how that works out! I was not expecting that type of reaction: it didn’t help the tightness in my balls either. Of course she mentioned getting a chastity device — I dreaded reading those words! I knew they would come, but I still dreaded it (Nooo! My penis wants to be free! free!). I figure though, if I am going to be serious about this (and it seems at the moment that Mistress Katrina is ahead of me in this regard) a chastity device would be inevitable. Cant trust yourself, she likely doesn’t trust me either — I’m sure holding the keys to my orgasm is something she looks forward to.
Anyways, recollecting what has happened today and typing it out has got me excited again and the pain from loins is getting to me. Off to more sudoku for me! (ARGH! It has been a weird and tough two days so far)
I figured this blog needed some images. Here is one of the talkies that I like which I was reading today:
Those eyes, that hair, that cleavage! It’ll definitely haunt me in my blue-balled dreams.
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