So day I am starting my Restraint blog. I’m not really sure how to do this; but, what the hell, it can’t be all that hard.
Basically, I’m now trying to remain chaste — well, more like ejaculation-free — until Mistress Katrina allows release. I’ve tried to keep my self denied usually only for a few days until I felt that urge for release. Now I think this makes things more interesting. In fact, I just gone three days without release, and earlier today I had to empty my balls — Did so three times. Then I got a reply from Mistress Katrina that she would appreciate my blog and I realized that moment I was moving forward into a world of restraint and denial. Since that email and through writing this, I’ve had an erection in my pants.
Im not sure when the next release day is, but now I have to check every day. I imagine it will be sometimes soon since she allows a release every week, and I assume we are somewhat into this week already. Hopefully I can control myself, stay away from the porn that resides all over the internet (and my computer), try to forget the images of the local women wearing alluring clothes (it is Florida, we don’t do winter all that well), and my hands away from my little friend. Now giving myself a release comes with an extra burden, other than ‘oh that felt good, maybe I do that too much’. Hopefully I won’t disappoint myself or have to document an early splurt here on the blog.
I think that it enough for a first post. Still a bit hard, I think this is going to be tougher than I thought.
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